Frustrations

Originally Posted May 11,2015 as a Facebook Note

I have so much frustration at the min. I simply can't understand how it is even possible that some people on this planet can be so cruel to one another. I am no dummy and I am not naive that nobody is perfect, and that the world is full of bad things happening to good people....what I mean is, WHY do you feel it is your place to demean or belittle another person simply to puff yourself up in the eyes of others? Why is it so entertaining to take the last shred of hope a person has and trash it....stomp on their very soul until there is nothing left of them...What in the world purpose does such ugliness and hatefulness serve?  I weep for those incapable of seeing a tragedy for what it is, I hurt seeing the suffering , feeling the pain of others...dying a bit inside myself for what is dealt to them.I get so tired of hearing "she deserved it" "He had it coming" "thats how the cookie crumbles"...and other such horrible quotes to somehow pardon the person of the horrible evil they bestow on another. Who in the world are ANY of us to take things upon ourselves and simply decide what someone else does or doesnt deserve...who exactly are we as a society that we instantly jump to the first conclusions about those around us...and take other peoples words as gospel? REALLY? Are we as a people that simple minded we can't use our own savvy to step back from something and see the REAL picture? Are we so brainwashed to the world of gossip we forgot how much pain it causes and how it literally destroys lives? I can't tell you how with each passing year I feel more and more disgust at the way people treat others online, the amount of hate and the modern day idea of what qualifies as a "joke"...I feel like Im surrounded by grown up babies half the time, and it simply makes me want to destroy this laptop and run from the evil people I see all around.I can't understand it...it makes no sense to me ....hurting folks simply because you can, going along with things you know are wrong , so you can fit in....Joining in so you feel a part of something....simply forgetting everything you know, or even thought you knew about a person so it is easier to crush them with your wicked evil words and ways...shame on you out there, shame on everyone who feels this is ok, and shame on those who do nothing and keep letting it destroy.All I can say is Suicide IS NOT painless, and when your evil wickedness, or the evil words of those you know, or the actions or the standing back and saying nothing leads to a death..... when you take things too far, and play with someones emotions who you don't really know their story, or when you start something and the pack of wolves jump in to exacerbate it, when YOU are the problem because you added to something that was already insurmountable to the person .....your lack of wisdom, your lack of understanding, your lack of empathy and lack of decency, your inability to stand up and help or at least try and defend...your lack of being anything other than that one more voice saying yet more horrible gossips and lies, the life you take, the spirit you trash, the person you aren't there for...... That's on you...and I really don't care if this is a rant or going in circles, I simply cannot come up with enough of the right words to express the deep pain hurt and disgust I feel at things going on around me, and outside of me, and throughout this entire world...all I can do is weep and become angry at it all....It's not your job to judge, its not your job to beat a persons spirit down,its not your job to be that final straw that breaks them so badly there is nothing left....SHAME on anyone who takes pleasure in the pain of others, makes light of whats real life for them,laughing at a tragedy or poking fun at a traumatic situation....Then people wonder why I have so many pets.....Sorry to all the good people who didnt read about themselves in my rant ...I just had to get this out as its bugging the hell out of me.